SUZZIE'S DIARY
The Old Car
By SuzzieQT
Copyright ©1999
All Rights Reserved
WARNING: This Story Is About A Hermaphrodite
So If This Might Offend You, Bounce On Up Out Of Here!-Zane
I think I was about seventeen years old when I started having good times in my
grandmamma's old car in her back yard. We were living on the closed end of Washington Street at that time. It was an old Buick that hasn't ran in many years. and was one of my favorite places to hang out in...especially when it was raining. It was my private world at that time, and I loved the sound of the rain falling on the car and the privacy it afforded me. Sometimes I would read, other times I would just sit and think, or maybe just doze. There were even times, when I had my naughty moods. After
grandmamma went to bed, I took care of my chores and then sneaked out to the car for my private moments.
It made me hot to stand in front of the full length mirror in my room, admiring myself. I was sort of short, being about five feet-five inches, but I didn't mind it. I loved the way my nightshirt just reached to just below my hips...exposing my large shapely legs. There were traces of fine hairs on my upper thighs and legs, but that made them look the more
sexier...especially when I wore stockings and heels. Another of my outstanding features were my full lips, that looked especially lusty when I wore lipstick. I knew something was different about me ever since my friend, Bobby, started fucking me. He knew he was fucking the woman in me, and I knew it too. I wasn't what they called a queer...I was just a special child. I accepted it, and my
grandmamma did too...that was all that mattered.
It wasn't really known until a few years ago, that I wasn't neither a boy or girl...but a Hermaphrodite, meaning I had the attributes of both. In my case, I had started developing breasts and a body of a female, the difference was, I have a penis instead of a vagina. Nobody knew of this but me, my
grandmamma, and the family doctor. During the day, I still dressed as a boy while attending high school, but the nights were mine!
No one ever suspected that anything was going on between me and my friend, Bobby. We always kept our little secret to ourselves. As far as our other friends and classmates were concerned, we were just good friends. The neighborhood boys knew that I was sort of sissified, but they also knew, I had always been like that. They never really teased me or made fun of me...in fact, they sort of protected me from those guys that tried to disrespect me. The girls loved me like I was one of them...we did girl talk and I even walked with them back and forth to school most of the time. So, my life in that respect wasn't too bad. It was my hormones and sexual urges that I had to deal with. I just didn't allow myself to be a public playground for the guys, if you know what I mean. I just did my thing with Bobby, and I trusted him dearly. We were very discrete with our activities and never gave the appearance of anything going on between us.
I knew that after I graduated from high school, I was going on to college...my grades were very good in school. I was an excellent student...and well liked. I figured when I went away to college, I would start dressing full-time as a woman, since I had developing breasts...and other features of a woman.
Lets get back to my favorite spot...the old car in my backyard. At night, many times I would get in the very roomy back seat, it was like sitting in my living room. How I looked forward to laying there with my legs propped up on the back of the front seat, making love to my dildo. After lubricating it, I would rub it across my anus with one hand and roll my nipples between my thumb and forefinger with the other. This made me so hot, that I would start pushing my toy into my asshole while grinding against it. Once I got it all in, I would really get down...fucking it good. I would pump it in and out for what seemed like an hour...then change positions and do it a different way. I would actually have several mini-orgasms! After a while, I could feel the pressure building up to the point that I would erupt like a volcano...then I would pump it harder, until I exploded. I would just lay there and recuperate, caressing my legs and rubbing my nipples. Often enough, I would work myself up to starting the whole scenario again. Many times I would get out of the car weak and wobbly...but very satisfied!
These activities didn't take the place of my being with Bobby. He worked a part time job and couldn't be with me all the time. When he did, it was a whole different scene. In fact, he's coming to be with me tonight...I always made it a point to be in the back seat of the car waiting on him. It was raining rather hard tonight...so I knew this was going to be a special time for us. Rain always put me in a sexy mood.
While sitting in the backseat waiting for my lover, I started stroking my big sexy legs, admiring the fine hairs slightly revealing themselves through my stockings that reached high on my thighs. I looked at how lusty my step-ins looked on my feet, and how my nightshirt barely covered my hips while sitting. Bobby loved how I dressed...it was an instant turn-on for him. Tonight I had on a special pair of bikini panties, with a split in the rear. I wore them especially for him.
I didn't have to wait long for Bobby, I saw him coming up the driveway with an umbrella, and I mean he was steppin'...he couldn't wait to be with his baby. I had to smile, because he always made me feel so special! Bobby opened the back door and got in...dropping his umbrella on the floor of the front seat and sat down beside me. He had a way of looking at me that started the fire in me burning instantly. I didn't wait for small talk, I quickly straddled him...hungry to feel his bulge pressing into my crotch. I kissed him hard and passionately...he always loved how my large soft lips covered his, like he was being consumed by them. Bobby just couldn't get enough of them...and he really loved for them to be wrapped around his hard cock. We kissed till we got really hot and breathing hard.
It was a ritual for me to give him a good blowjob before he fucked me...it sort of took the edge off. When he did fuck me, it lasted much longer after giving up his first load. Bobby's dick had grown quite a bit in the last year or so...it has gotten longer and thicker, which I loved. When I sucked him, I was able to take it down my throat now...and really enjoying its thickness.
I got off him and slid down to the floor between his legs and unbuckled his pants and pulled them off, baring him to my desires. He wasn't wearing any underwear, which made it easier for me to get right to it. It made me tremble to look at his big cock standing so tall and proud. I slowly started caressing it with my hands, feeling the thickness and how stiff it was, waiting for me to service it. I could feel his eyes admiring my glossy red lips he so loved. I knew how he craved for them to ride his dick, giving him that extra thrill. I was turned on, knowing that my mouth was giving my man such much pleasure.
I starting rubbing my lips across the head of his cock, tasting the precum that drained from the slit. I loved the taste of his salty cum, it actually made me dizzy...like I was on a high. I continued to rub my soft lips through his precum and spread the wetness over the head of his cock, making it all slippery and ready for me. Sticking my tongue out, I licked the underside of his cock from his balls to the tip with the flat of my tongue, while cupping his balls in my warm hands. Caressing his balls, I began sucking the head of his dick into my mouth, and gently fluttered my tongue around the crown...applying a slight suction. I knew he liked it, because his dick started twitching and jumping...and he started grinding his hips up into my face.
The darkness, and the sound of the rain falling hard on the car set the mood for us. We were in our private world with no one to bother us. Slowly I sucked in more of his thick cock, and I had a way of talking to it while sucking...driving him up a wall. When not talking, I would hum and groan while stroking him, which turned me on heavy...it was like I was tuning in on sucking his dick and shutting out everything else.
It was making me one with him, his dick being the spiritual connection to him. Slowly my full, soft lips rode down his thick shaft to the base and lingered there, gently squeezing with my lips...feeling his dick tremble. With his dick down my throat, I rolled my tongue up and down the bottom of his shaft, this he especially liked. I then applied a strong suction as I slowly moved back up to the head...again fluttering my tongue around the crown. Opening my lips wide, I exhaled hot air over the head...and went down quickly, gobbling his cock in completely. His long, thick love meat completely filled my mouth, and I really loved the feel of it down my hungry throat. I took him deep and held him there for a long period of time, massaging him with the rolling of my tongue...only coming up for air every now and then. I did this time after time, until I felt that he couldn't handle it much longer. I didn't want him to cum too quickly. I slowly pulled back up to the pulsating head...moving my wet lips all around it, teasing it...bobbing my head up and down, just sucking in the head and then releasing it.
Cupping his balls in my hands, I knew it was time to finish him off...time to allow this fat dick to explode in my mouth. Opening my lips wide again, I swallowed his whole cock down to its base and then some. I was in another world, and consumed with an out of control lust. Tears flowed from my eyes, and I whimpered like a bitch in heat as my tongue rolling back and forth along the bottom of his cock. I knew he was about to reward me dearly, by giving me all the cum I could swallow.
Keeping his dick deep in my throat, I nursed like it was a pacifier...just backing off enough for air then taking it all in again. I felt his dick start pulsating and swelling, getting ready to explode, and shoot its hot salty lava down my throat. My strong lips and tongue started priming this mighty piece of meat...applying a strong suction I knew he couldn't survive. The heavens suddenly opened up as he erupted, shooting his juices down my throat...pumping his cock deeper with every spurt! I swallowed it all and wanting more, sucking it like I was sucking milk through a straw. I held his swollen cock in my mouth until my baby settled down, only then would I release it.
I no longer gagged when taking him deep...I learned to control myself to the point of being able to deep throat him with comfort. Deep throating him really turned me on, I loved doing it for him...knowing he got great pleasure out of it too. I never rushed to get him off, I tried to make it last as long as I could...knowing very well that was what we both wanted. Sometimes it would last for over a hour and there was times we rested a little...and went at it again. There has been times when I would make him cum two or more times before we were through...but then, he wouldn't have anything left to fuck me with. When I sucked his dick for that length of time, we both were completely satisfied without fucking...of course, other times it was all fucking.
Before we parted for the night, I wanted Bobby to fuck me. I was still hot from sucking that juicy hunk of meat of his, and now I needed him inside my begging ass. I laid back on the seat and placed one of my legs on the top of the front seat and the other up on the rear window ledge. Bobby leaned back and admired how sexy I looked...and started rubbing my legs and thighs. He then started kissing and brushing his cheeks across my feet and lick his way up my legs to the top of my stockings. He loved the feel of the flesh of my bare thighs above my stockings. Everything he did, all the spots he touched and kissed, made me tremble and shake with desire.
Bobby then buried his face in the crotch of my panties and rubbed the bulge of my hardened penis. I delighted in how he licked and nibbled at it through the fabric... in quick gasps, I sucked in air when he licked the creases between my balls and thighs. All the while his hands were caressing my legs...I knew he adored feeling the fine hairs on them. Then he ran his groping hands under my buttocks and lowering his mouth close to my love tunnel...blowing his warm breath across it making me shake with ecstasy. I loved it when he licked the area between my anus and balls, he knew that really turned me on. I was ready for him to shove his thick cock up my love tunnel...ready for him to make sweet love to me.
He pushed my legs back towards my breast, putting my orifice up in position to take the penetration of his dick. My
love hole was pouting and popping open and shut, with the anticipation of being entered...wanted his hunk of hard meat to fill it, spreading my quivering walls with the thickness of his shaft. I wanted his dick to pound me like a jackhammer.
Kissing my swollen lips hard and full, he placed both of his hands under my buttocks and caressed both cheeks, knowing that would really start my fire going. Moving his kisses from my lips to my neck, and then to the erect nipples of my breasts...licking and sucking them till they were hard and swollen. I embraced him tight, trying to control my breathing and spasmodic movement of my hips...bucking and grinding...wanting him to plunger me with his thick cock. Finally I felt the head of his love meat pressing against
the entrance of my asshole, slowly spreading it open. I helped him by grinding up to receive it, as he pushed his dick further into my pulsating tunnel. He slowly pushed until the head of his cock reached the resistance...I readied myself by kissing him passionately, consuming him with my soft moist lips.
After a few shaky strokes, he finally pushed through...sinking into my garden of forbidden fruit. It felt like his cock was touching my belly button...I almost fainted from the quakes of pleasure it sent through my body. My muscles clamped down and snatched at the shaft of his hard dick, applying a heavy suction that pulled him in me deeper. Guttural groans escaped my throat as he started thrusting and pounding my voluminous ass, time and time again. Bobby was whimpering and panting as he drove his thick, hard dick deep into me.
Tonight, he showed no mercy fucking me, which was all right with me. He was fucking me the way I wanted him to. After a while he would change up and start long stroking me, pulling his cock almost out and
plunged it back in, down to his balls...pounding my cheeks. He was fucking me good and I loved every second of it. My moans and groans...the slapping of his balls against my ass, echoed throughout the car. I grunted and snorted uncontrollably loud, with every thrust and stroke. My meaty ass raised up and met his thrusts and stayed in rhythm, not missing a beat...its flesh quivered from the constant pounding. Again tears flowed from my eyes as I kissed him all over his face and bit into his neck and shoulders. Bobby was giving more pleasure tonight then he ever had...damn, he was fucking me good. My asshole was pulsating and trembling as it clamped down on his enlarged shaft...massaging it...nursing it. The only words I was able to speak was: "fuck me," which I repeated over and over...and he responded: "yes," over and over, with every stroke that pounded me. He changed up and started short stroking me burying his cock deep, grinding into me hard and slow, causing me to have one mini-orgasm after another. I knew he was building up to one hell of a eruption...I knew what I was about to receive. He kissed me so hard that his lips sank into my generous lips, spreading them, sealing any escape from our world of passion. Our fucking got hard and shaky...trembling, anticipating the joy that was coming.
Then time stopped as we erupted together, his cum filled my guts...sending waves of light flashing through my head...as my juices erupted between our bodies, causing us to slide in its wetness. I couldn't get enough of him as the pressure of his cum and his swollen cock shook my world...sending me into a mystical garden of pleasure.
Honey, if anyone would have seen that old Buick rocking in the rain that night, they would have known...Suzzie was getting fucked good!
FINIS
7/12/99